My Gorgeous Children

My Gorgeous Children

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Are Dreams True?

Should I believe on my dreams? Is it true? What does my dream want to imply to myself? These are the questions I want to have answers. Dreams are defined as successions of imagesideasemotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep. 

I lost my two daughters because of the super typhoon Haiyan (Yolanda). After the typhoon, I didn't have any chances to search for the dead bodies of my daughters. I went to Cebu with my husband on the next day due to my wounds. I didn't know what happened to my elder daughter. The last time I saw her was the time we were in the roof. She was holding the Holy Rosary.

"My Elder Daughter (Gnacy Pearl)"
After few weeks that super typhoon Haiyan (Yolanda) happened, I kept on dreaming about my elder daughter. In my dreams, she is alive. Someone told me that she survived and alived. I always dream of her but I had only one dream about my younger daughter. It was very short, maybe, just around 20 seconds only. I saw her smiling at me. I wanted to hug her. I ran towards to her and then, she suddenly vanished. I opened my eyes. I thought it was true! I tried to sleep again to continue my dream but there's no continuation of my dream. That was the last dream of mine with my younger daughter!

In the case of my elder daughter, I keep on dreamingof her. I shared it to my friends and they told me that maybe, the reason why I am always dreaming of her is that I always keep on thinking of her. Yeah! At some point, it's true. However, there are times that even if I don't think of her, I have a dream about her. She was with someone whom I don't know. Some settings of my dream are in the sea, in my hometown and in my university.

"My Younger Daughter (Gnacy May)"
I had a dream of her last night (March 28,2015). We were in my hometown (Mercedes, Silago). I called her name and she ran towards me. She hugged me tightly and I carried her. I was very happy to see her face. Nevertheless, my dream wasn't continued because my alarm clock rang.

I am happy at the same time nervous and worried. If my elder daughter, Gnacy Pearl, is alive, where is she right now? Is she in a good condition? Are those people adopt her kind? Lord God, please protect my kids. If she is still alive, please make a way that we will gonna meet each other again. I want to hug and to kiss her.


"This picture was taken few weeks before the typhoon"
 
"My Daughter and I"


I want to be happy with my kids. Whenever I achieve something, I'm not really totally happy. There's something missing. Lord God, I trust on you! I believe on you and I believe, "Everything happens for a reason and you have a better plan for my family!"

If Ate Gnacy Pearl is still alive, I hope the family whom she is right now is kind, loving and caring. That they will love and treat her as their own daughter. Lord God, please hear my prayers! I hope one day, someone will keep in touch with me to give some information about my daughter if ever she is still alive. You can reach me on my facebook account..  https://www.facebook.com/gnacymay.gnacypearl 



"Memorable Moment with my Daughters"

2 comments:

  1. If you daughter is still alive and you continue blogging You could possibly find her. :)

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    1. kaya nga sis.. I will post a lot of pictures of her on my blog. Baka may makapagshare ng information or in the near future, she will look for us.. Sana..sana..

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